Gloomy Day Out

So it's really rainy and dark out today and it's awesome. I love really grey days, except when i have to walk in it. Which i was really worried this morning because i was going to have to ride my bike in it and i was NOT excited but i hitched a ride with Brad :) and then michael picked me up. What good brothers i have. Anyways, for lunch today i went to...do i dare say? I went to Taco Bell because i really wanted to try their new chicken flat bread sandwhiches for 99 cents.. Must say it was very good. Chalupas are better...but whatever can't beat 99 cents. We have softball class in like a half hour...but i'm not sure what we're going to do though because it's raining. Maybe we'll go in and play the wii. ha that would be fun. Or we'll just play in the rain. Who knows...
Last night. Super fun. I was going to blog about it last night but i was too tired when i got home. We had chi alpha, which i really like then like the whole chi alpha group it seems went to the Pie Hole (which doesn't even serve pie!! it's Pizza!) and it was fun getting to know people and then they played the one song you dance too... it's like "slide to the left, slide to the right, now cha cha ya'll.." I don't know what it is anymore but it was super fun and we looked like idiots i'm quite sure but oh well. Clearly i haven't ever really cared about that. hehe
I turned in my application into the nursing program yesterday. and i had mostly sinking feelings. Because my GPA for the classes they use to get into the program totaled 3.23... which = crappy. And my TEAS score was a 62. and the other thing they calculate is your health volunteer work or experience which i have none...so doesn't look very bright for me. I overheard some girls talking this morning in my Organic class and they were saying the last few years that everyone who applied made it in...so i don't know what's going to happen. I mean i'm okay if  don't get in cause i'll go to BSU but i didn't feel okay about it yesterday. I felt really discouraged and i wanted to cry. This is my dream.  But i guess whatever happens happens and i'll make it through it. right? I try to tell my self it will all work out for the best but it's hard to reassure myself.
Well time for softball!! Miss you all