Hmmm....

In just 3 more days October will be over. I guess i'm happy about it since well that means that is just a little closer to when this semester will be over and then this year. right? Anyways...these last couple of days have seriously been filled with so much.. anxiety? Yea i guess you could say anxiety. All the letters of decision from the nursing program have been sent...though i have yet to receive mine. It's honestly just killing me. I waited all day yesterday hoping it would be there when i got home and i got home and...it wasn't there. So today same thing. It's weird it's like i honestly feel disappointed already and i haven't even gotten my letter. It's like it seems foolish of me to think i honestly made it in...i mean seriously. Boise may be seeing me more than it has before next year. I guess we'll see. If it's not here today though. I might just die.
I can't remember if i have said this before or not. But i got another job. It's technically a work study but they aren't paying me out of work study or something. But it's the nursing department i am an office assistant. It's nice cause every day i get more work to do. Yesterday i actually worked almost the full 4 hours i was here. And today i made a run down to another building that was fun. It took like 20 minutes haha, cause i had to walk down but i caught a bus on the way back up.
Tonight i am going to a costume party at Turner Hall. If you dress up you get in for a free buffet..might as well?? I'm not really too excited about it though. mainly right now i'm not too excited about much. I'm tired and i want to sleep.
We had our flag football championship last night but the other team had to forfeit so we won. but we donated a couple of our players just so we could still play. so me and this other girl went over their and our team totally won. I played really good i think anyway. I got a touchdown and caught every ball that was thrown my way. Which was like 6 or so. So i was happy about it. But then our team went out to celebrate our "victory" and we stayed out till like 12. Man... it was fun but i wish i hadn't stayed up so late. Oh and we were picking animals we thought everyone was and everyone said i'm a sheep...??? mmmmmk. And michael.. haha. michael is an ant eater :) pretty appropriate in my book. ;) i still love you michael.
oh i had a close call earlier today. I was going to the restroom and was putting my backpack on the hook on the bathroom stalls but i sorta missed the hook and my backpack fell on the ground and my laptop was in it and i heard my laptop hit the ground. I was so scared i didn't even wanna take my laptop out to see what had happened. but i did, and it's all good. thank you jesus! i don't know what i would do if i broke my laptop. There is no way i can afford one.

It's been a while

This last weekend i got to go back home...Oh my...if you read any of my facebook comments you will know that it was amazing. I just can't even express how good it felt to be back in my house, in my room, with my family, in my church, with my friends. Oh goodness...just fabulous. I missed it so much. Well i mean i mess it already. On the drive back i ended up driving the whole way cause michael was so tired. It wasn't too bad because i really didn't feel THAT tired. plus music does alot. Then Sunday night i slept for 12 hours. wow. I think i can count on one hand how many times i've done that. but i still felt super tired yesterday. And then it was lame i got this really weird side ache, like you know one you would get while you are running. but i was just sitting it bed and i think it lasted for like an hour and half...maybe longer. it was kinda intermittent. but then we were supposed to have a flag football game at 11 last night but between my side ache and then my throat started hurting and then getting really dizzy i figured going would not be a good idea so i called Michael to tell him i wasn't coming and he said if i didn't they would have to forfeit so i went...and well i ended up scraping up my knee pretty bad from the turf. and we lost and it wasn't really that fun. But oh well, they got to play and i think they enjoyed that. And today i didn't have O-chem so i got to sleep in a little but i just feel so physically tired...And i found out i have to work tonight for like 3 hours. which is cool, but i didn't really want to. And we just had softball class and our team lost the tournament :( sad. I played catcher for like two innings and one inning they were throwing it home and the runner (Brad) literally fell on top of me...so i got some more scrapes on both legs and some bruises. But oh well....my legs didn't look pretty before hand anyways.
It was pretty funny, while i was home bryce and i were sitting outside in the grass and i felt this weird thing on my leg and i look down and there was a worm crawling on me!!! Eww. why would a worm be crawling on my leg!?? It was pretty gross.
Well i can't really think of anything else to say...my brain feels kinda fried...and don't even know why. i guess i need sleep or something.